Hello everyone.

court Date tomorrow.

I know Bill has been on your blogs and he is coming to see you all. I am really glad you will get to see him.

I have not been talking to Kris or Bill in awhile. Mike is getting information from them. Mike is also pumping the Grand kids for information.
This just makes my heart very sad. As you all know all I have ever had that meant anything to me was my Kids and Grand kids.

What hurts me the most is how I believe Mike is after Melissa. I have several reasons to believe this and that is what I am most worried about. Therefore I have had to cut off communication with the other 2 kids for awhile. Melissa would have cut off her arm for either one of them and for them not to stand up to their Dad for her makes me feel really bad. I always thought after I was gone Bill and Missy would hold the three of my kids together. This has always been real important to me that my kids would be close after I am gone.

I am not asking for myself but for Melissa's sake please do not give Bill or Kris any information about me and Missy. This is not just my imagination running away with it's self I have been warned about this by several people including Sister Patsy, the therapist, my attorney, and Missy's attorney and My attorney's right hand girl.

I hope there will be time to mend fences later but I just do not know but I can not let Missy and Benjamin get harmed by all of this.

I know Patsy is reading this going 'HOW STUPID!' but I am sick and I am tired and I am taking the pills Patsy.