Duane is being laid to rest today.....The viewing last nightwas harder than I thought...I almost passed out and I grabbed a hold of the coffin...OMGoodness, I thought, what if I pull it off in the floor....That would have just been the icing on the cake...
Kris is pissed off to no end I just sort of have given up and resolved this may even be best for my Mackenzie. After all she does have to live with her parents and siding with them is what she should do. This way I figure when I die it will not be so hard on her...
I asked Bill to haul me to the funeral today ...He agreed to do so ..I am glad because I have been taking a few drugs....Unlike Sis Betty I say if a pill helps take it....I will have to drive myself to treatment today and I can get there just fine. It will not be till 3. I will take a pillow and blanket and if worse comes to worse I will sleep in my car until I am able to drive home...I like doing it by myself better anyway...It's all good today..
As I am sure all of my family can tell the crying has all stopped today and just plain ole mad has taken over...That is more me anyway so you all know I am better...
God bless my family.
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You are right...I don't like pills. I take a few--aspirin for a headache. Erin says Mom why aspirin? She thinks the other kinds are better. I say aspirin has been around the longest and my blood is thick. So I take it about 6 times a year. I have to take a stomache pill sometimes, but Aunt Thelma told me to try not to take them...so I take as little as possible.
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